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I am a carpenter and designer, living in a small island community on the largest freshwater lake in the world. I am deeply invested in disrupting the cycle of intergenerational trauma in my own lineage and my communities. I am more interested in the exploration of questions than the proving of answers.

Things I Love About Thru-Hiking

I made this list on the heels of the Appalachian Trail, to remind myself what I love about thru-hiking so that I can find ways to incorporate these things into everyday off-trail life.

  • Having a big-picture goal and understanding my relationship to moving toward it.

  • Walking in nature, especially places I’ve never been before

  • Being physically tired, and the calm that comes from it, and the high that comes from working out until I can’t be fucked to work out any longer

  • How good a shower and fresh clothes feel after being dirt-covered and sweaty

  • Listening to podcasts and audiobooks

  • Walking in silence

  • Walking with music and pushing myself to hike 3+ mph

  • Bouldering climbs that took a long time and I got to take my time on

  • Eating and not worrying about it / eating for fuel and because I need to, not because I’m bored

  • Solitude of camping alone

  • Waking up on-trail (and not having to ‘go anywhere’ to hike / trail is my backyard or right outside my tent

  • Journaling at the end of the day

  • Sitting quietly in nature at the end of the day or on breaks

  • The contrast and complement of sometimes camping alone and sometimes camping with lots of friends

  • Just sitting for a break in the middle of the day and staring into nature for 20 minutes to an hour. Just ‘being’

  • Drying off and getting warm after hiking in the rain and getting soaked to the bone

  • Putzing around in the mornings / knowing what I need to do to start the day but also having fun taking my time doing it

  • Having some days where I make a shit ton of miles by early in the day and still see how much I can do with the rest of the day, and then giving myself a zero day after a few days of hauling ass

  • Talking to people who I run into on trail or in town

  • Sitting around a fire with people, even if we’re not talking

  • The feeling / satisfaction of drinking cold spring water

  • Putting myself out there and meeting a new person I get along with

  • The smell of the forest

  • Not checking my phone all the time (think only turning it off airplane mode when I get to the top of a climb)

  • Having a reason I’m not immediately available to people

  • Accomplishment of a certain number of miles and / or elevation

  • Movies on zero days

  • Special food on zero days (sandwiches, baked goods, beer, complex food)

  • Timing zero days perfectly with cool towns or rainstorms

  • Also having a zero day on a nice day (and giving myself permission to do so)

  • Having zero agenda on a zero day

  • Not having anything ‘on the calendar’ looming in my future

  • Getting town chores done right away so I can fuck around after that

  • Finishing town miles early enough to shower and still do chores and STILL have time to hang out with everyone without stressing out that I didn’t get my chores done

  • Always meeting new people and meeting enough new people that if some aren’t friendly, I have the perspective to know it doesn’t matter / isn’t me

  • Community of people who aren’t afraid to introduce themselves and ask get-to-know-you questions

  • Planning on when to wake up and get moving based on what the weather is doing

Thru Hiking Resources, Volume 1